What a year it has been!

Here it is, New Year’s Eve. Only a few hours of 2013 remain. I’ve been thinking about and wanting to write an end of the year blog post. In the past I’ve shared my favorite photos of the year, but this year feels different to me. It was one of changes, big and small. I’m not sure why I’m having such a very hard time getting this post started. Maybe I can start with this:

This is a book my father gave me for Christmas. He said he bought it because it was a photography book and because of the subject matter, and I truly appreciated the thought behind it. The photos in this book are beautiful and amazing. But the message behind it turned out to be a lot more. Do you see the subtitle of the book? “A Celebration of Joy in the Everyday”. At the beginning of each chapter the photographer/author tells a personal story that relates to the theme of the chapter. The first chapter is called “Dreaming”; a few lines that struck notes with me:
“If you dream about something long enough, the universe just might conspire to give it to you.”
“Seeing his remarkable photographs sparked an even deeper passion, this time for photography”
“And so I learned another lesson: It’s never too late to dream.”

What if I could be present enough to find the joy in the every day? Celebrate the changes rather than worry about them. Wouldn’t that be the best change of all?
I think it is a lofty goal, and maybe not completely obtainable in a particular time period, but I can certainly try to work toward that goal.

Here are some changes, big and small, that I was able to celebrate in 2013.

The solving of a mystery: Jimmy and Judy’s true identities were revealed

My older daughter became an adult

On my birthday, I celebrated pink flowers and a blue sky and a change to beautiful spring weather

The change from a pile of sticks to a nest to eggs to baby birds and new life

The pride in my younger daughter’s award

Graduation

The peace, the perspective, my place of zen: the change I feel in my soul when my body finds this place

Difficult to accept, but the true happiness Meghan has found in her new life at school

Ahhhhhh……no explanation needed

A shiny new floor

A weekend of appreciation of family

Starting to feel fit and continuing the commitment

My daughter maturing and changing, and maybe, just maybe, starting to understand where mom is coming from

A victory for my favorite team

That feeling that all is right, if only for a little while.